THE BLISS OF STILLNESS

Only in Stillness may one be free of attachment or un-attachment.

Even the winds of these words disturb the delicacy of Stillness.

Breathing in, breathing out, form a Teflon welcome mat for friendly thoughts; no decision needed for which friends to open the door.

Clouds pass, sitting with the Beloved; the sky shows light and dark.

I am most content in the thought-free zone with no desires, wanting, clinging, longing, concepts, planning or agenda. Encompassed by fragrance of spring lilac, a beloved remembrance that may be exuding from my own pores.

When Nirvana and samsara are both held within each other and there is no distinction … I am Home.

As awareness walks amidst clanging and buzzing it smiles at these chimes of human existence which have no intrinsic meaning. It notices awareness of senses and awareness of awareness and does not partake or reject.

No constriction. In time-lapsed expansion – all is moving particles of light and sound on a screen witnessed with no projector ever to be known.

Yet the sweetest smile in my heart has a taste on its lips

OUR SACRED UNION

This is the THAT exploding inside every one of us, right now. Rising before dawn, seeing the Milky way for the first time in a few years, then the crescent moon rise, then the sunrise…
“THE SUN IS CATCHING THE MOON THIS MORNING …
don’t go back to sleep.
Watch with your eyes wide open.
Stand holding the universe in the center of your heart,
funnel all directions and every holy element,
all energies of the universe
directly to the core of your cells,
in the direction of enlightenment.
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Become Shakti … channeling, expressing, exploding,
falling into oblivion and annihilation.
Opposites ignite, unite, within and around
as swirling cosmic creations.
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The crescent moon rose in dawning glory, wearing her crown,
and the stars disappeared … fell from the sky.
Receiving freedom not by our Lady of the Crescent Moon’s illumination,
only a reflection from Helios, her primal Source-mate,
but set free from the wheel of time,
back to Essence,
by witnessing the ecstasy of sun and moon merging in the sky.
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He is close.
Son and lady moon will dance in the celestial realm together,
and his direct power will consume her own numinous light,
the union of solar and lunar, the smashing of opposite poles.
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May all beings see we are but a single, fleeting thought.
The holy gap between fire penetrating water.
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May we invoke and attract to our own demise
the deep extinguishing of life drinking fully of itself…
Completion

FOR A DAY OF FLOW

Before you even open your eyes and rise from your morning bed you observe duality, as two sides emerge, often arguing and presenting a suggested day’s agenda. From this counsel pick the gentlest voice, full of compassion, self-love, and joy. The Doubter, Scaremonger, and Commander – ignore. They are ghosts. YOU are the AWARENESS WATCHING patiently and without attachment, as the internal judge and jury lose their charge and go on break. Let the thoughts do their little job and fade away. What remains? YOU! Before any concepts or thoughts or decision-making are recruited by your Higher Self to go to work. Rest in this awareness before you get up. Then, rise and enter your truest life’s dream … fully AWAKE.

QUIT TRYING TO BE SPIRITUAL!

The UNIVERSE already is your OUTRAGEOUS LOVER! Be kinder, more patient, share your creative and soul gifts more often, be intensely aware of your thoughts, feelings, words and deeds and forgive and laugh at yourself every day. Connect hourly with the Pure Awareness watching all of this. Your true self is actually this base of reality from which observing rises.
If you try to be something you are not, whatever idea you have of spirituality from your particular tradition or part of the world, you limit your authentic being from unfolding naturally. Go to “holy” places be with “holy” people, but it is a game you are playing until you accept the mantle of who you are, here, right now. There is no waiting for the universe to step in and love you outrageously!

DYING WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN


I have reached the Ultimate Ocean, where there is NO SAMSARA and NO NIRVANA, and not even a unity holding everything together. No sacred chalice, no all-encompassing ground-zero. I am a wild, dancing dakini with no mind whatsoever, entertaining those in the Palace-of-All-Buddhas, the Victorious Ones, all of us ghosts … final divine figments. Wayshowers meet here, past and present, lovers of the Self we finally embraced within. No words spoken here, speaking not of spirit and soul and gods and mastery and purposes and missions. Silence, pure and simple; immeasurable stillness. “BEGETTING LOVE!” “TRAVELLING ON LIGHT!” And even THIS- is an obscuration of TRUTH; a fantasy. There is no answer to “WHAT IS.” Dance until you lose your awareness. Come into the ocean with me. I find it hard to say goodbye… my heart is bursting… I want to take the whole world with me… come